Thursday, December 18, 2014

'sure' matter and confusion..gahhh!

i am not really sure to say this but i am completely sure what's gonna burst out from my heart and i am absolutely sure what i am feeling right now. u dont get it?urgh its okay,it was just a 'sure' matter =D

so guys, please be serious. this is not a laughing matter even me, myself isnt too sure to tell you this.again, its a 'sure' matter. lets get out of this simple matter.

ok..bismillahirrahmanirrahim..to tell you this, i really need a full courage.wallawei. stop being ridiculous, izzati. okay just get it straight forward.

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well guys, i finished my 5 years study already and it feels awesome!yeahh awesome!...but it was just for two weeks. and after two weeks, the feeling changed into still AWE stuff but it's actually aweful!man,, im dying in my own home sweet home, can you imagine it?urghhhhhhhhhhhh......

20 Jan 2015 will be the day i'll be informed to which school i'll be placed and of courseee i am looking forward to it,yeah! but what if.. u know..what if i am destinied to be in somewhere too far away from home like thousands kilometers away?hurmm...just imagine, WHAT IF!can i survive there alone?sure i can!see, it may looks very simple with this 'sure' matter but when you are really in some situation, it changes. the 'sure' matter is exactly easy to be decided, but it is not really easy to be handled.Ya Allah..please please please..ease me in everything in my future..

i think i need to stop typing this sure matter right now.something came up.sorry guys, daa..assalamualaikum..tak jawab dosa, jawab sayanggg..so Maria Elena!ngengehngeh!

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